God is love.

BACK FOR GOOD

Wednesday, July 29, 200911:14:00 PM

Call me a worrier.

I know I've got to trust God more.

I tend to be too paranoid.

So paranoid that I irritate people around me.*laughs.

Yeah, everything seem much better now.

After a week of idon'tknowwhattocallit.

I really think that the school should abolish elearning

and give us free learning. Then there will be no assignments.

But.

THIS YEAR IS CRUCIAL.

So I've got no choice but to finish up all my assignments.

I started sorting out papers.

Sieving out unwanted rough papers.

I realised that I've a lot of science worksheets to complete.

But I needed a breather.

Pictures for the week.

Me and mummy. We went to botanic garden to stroll.

Hope to go picnic there someday.

Gelare w jasmine :D

Spastic people on board.

God has really done a lot for me.

I find myself waking up, feeling as though I've started a brand new life.
There is something to rejoice about everyday! And I've gained a lot from quiet time and purpose driven life! :)

1 Samuel 16:7
... The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks
at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.

I shall not be insecure. I shall not mind what others think. For I live and work for the audience of one. :)

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Friday, July 17, 20098:55:00 PM

Many things had been happening recently.
It really made me dislike certain things in life.
The environment, the type of people, the sort of remarks
and the problems.I got really sick of issues.

Yet it all came unexpected.
God, you know how depressed I was.
I do admit, I doubt at times.
But help me surpress all these doubts, troubles and craps that satan
keep bombarding me.

I thought a lot.
I thought about my earthly close friends.
When on earth will they actually appear?
I feel empty in classes.
I just want to belong somewhere.
But I landed nowhere.
Far off the coast called 'good friends'.

Perhaps I am expecting too much as a friend.
Its impossible to reach your standards. Unbeatable.
I should really learn to treasure instead.

Drift away, then regret.
Not all things can be mended right, God?

Then I thought about people who said stuffs about me.
I just started CURSING AND SWEARING AT THEM
IN MY HEART, IT WAS BITTER. Yet I know that I would be them
if it was a wenzhen and God thing.
You'd probably get disgusted by my sins.
Yet you reminded me to love.

No matter what happens, wenzhen will always learn to forgive
and love them. Not because they're popular, smart, pretty and
glamorous. But because God first love.

My dear friend, I really hope to spend some quality time with you.
Things may never never be the same life before.
But at least things will be better off than now. I still remember you. :)
Do you remember me?

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The super packed week.

Sunday, July 12, 200912:00:00 AM

To be frank, I've been feeling rather numb-ed in school.

No idea why.

I am beginning to be less self-conscious, a little more God-conscious, very work-conscious.

But I did learn a lot from caregroup.

I want to be more like Mary.

Jesus-God conscious.

Enjoy Jesus' presence more than Jesus' work.

Doing and serving him is Good.

But serving and doing with the right purpose is better.

Doing all these with God is best.

Mary and Martha from the book of Luke.

The truth is that it all goes back to Jesus Christ.

If we're all going to be like Martha, then we're seriously losing focus.

Sometimes, we tend to fall away when we lose sight of our goals.

We tend to compromise more, improvise less.

The fact is that we can improvise more, but we cannot compromise at all.

Thanks to Mr/Miss compromise,

work left for tomorrow stays undone

and goals/target you've set remains unachieved.

I must learn not to compromise and learn more to improvise !

I was reading the book called purpose driven life.

What struck me the most yesterday was that worship isn't just about singing to God.

It is about everything that you do for him.

People often misinterpret worship for the music.

I must say, I was one of them.

Like praise and worship(soothing songs?).

Just like some say ' worship is so-so, good or et cetera'.

If worship is just about music, then those nonmusical wouldn't be able to worship.

Every activity can be transformed into an act of worship when you do it for the praise,

glory and pleasure of God.

Worship is far more than singing. It can even be you taking up the initiative to serve

people of God's out of love. Even reading the bible!

Purpose driven life is really good.

Wonder why I've only taken it out to read just recently.

Anyway, thoughts aside.

I took a picture with my sheep, fiona, today !

It is really heartwarming to see her enthusiam towards church activities

and her boldness in Christ. It brings me joy to have her in the Godly family!

I had muvee treat with my mummy last wednesday !

(Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinosaurs 3D) It is really a good movie. Add hagen dazs ice cream into the picture and its sums up to 'great'! And we had caregroup at hagen dazs. Wow. Sweet, creamy and delicious! Chocolatey sweet ! Monday was siyin's birthday ! We gave her a small surprise. :X
Really thank God for this faithful sister who is serving to her best!

She never fail to amaze me with her willingness to serve. :) TGYH.

That's jasmine, being socially responsible towards the current H1N1 virus. Picture of the day? Took this during the ride to ETP.

There are no unspiritual abilities, just misused ones.

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