I shall blog !
It feels awfully weird to be away from the computer, I must say.
I guess that this would probably be the last I'd blog before mid year examinations.

Frankly speaking, I have been rather hot tempered recently.
I flare up over nonsensical issues.

Been facing problems, non-studies related problems.
One fine example, standing at the corridor during assembly.
My wrong interpretations had killed me for a day, which lasted for a 3 days(?).

Wenzhen being wenzhen, obviously feels that she is not in the wrong back then.
Now she sees the whole picture.
So that day, she yelled at innocent messenger. That I apologise.
From what I've heard, they claimed that one day not standing by the
corridor is of me, being irresponsible as a vice-president of the student council.
Wenzhen is not a perfect human being, wenzhen has flaws.
Wenzhen has mood swings too! Wenzhen thought in her brain...

• Logically speaking, what does standing up and sitting down has to deal with responsibility?
• If you're a true blue leader, will you let your anger cease you from doing the right thing?
• So does it mean that when you're angry, you do a replica of the person's mistake by doing what she did wrong?
• Didn't what we read from 7 Habits says be PROACTIVE not REACTIVE?
• Can't you rectify the problem with me, personally, straightforwardly?

I guess I have an issue with people speaking behind my back.
Okay, maybe it is due to my sensitivity that I felt that way.
But I do get annoyed at times.
I am saying this all out not because I want to continue to argue or what so ever. I am just analysing my level of immaturity when I spoke to certain people.

This problem is grey, ambiguous, neither white nor black.
I do admit that I have to apologise for my misinterpretations. Thank God that he reminded me about being immature and stuffs. Now I really think I am foolish at that very moment.

Well, I have been rather traumatized my ELENA for the entire week(kidding!).
I've learnt that every most teacher that steps into our class picks on her.
Having her beside me reminds me of how fortunate I am to not have any teacher to suan me.

SO MANY BIRTHDAYS LAH. X_X"