God is love.

Friday, April 24, 200910:01:00 PM

I shall blog !
It feels awfully weird to be away from the computer, I must say.
I guess that this would probably be the last I'd blog before mid year examinations.

Frankly speaking, I have been rather hot tempered recently.
I flare up over nonsensical issues.

Been facing problems, non-studies related problems.
One fine example, standing at the corridor during assembly.
My wrong interpretations had killed me for a day, which lasted for a 3 days(?).

Wenzhen being wenzhen, obviously feels that she is not in the wrong back then.
Now she sees the whole picture.
So that day, she yelled at innocent messenger. That I apologise.
From what I've heard, they claimed that one day not standing by the
corridor is of me, being irresponsible as a vice-president of the student council.
Wenzhen is not a perfect human being, wenzhen has flaws.
Wenzhen has mood swings too! Wenzhen thought in her brain...

Logically speaking, what does standing up and sitting down has to deal with responsibility?
If you're a true blue leader, will you let your anger cease you from doing the right thing?
So does it mean that when you're angry, you do a replica of the person's mistake by doing what she did wrong?
Didn't what we read from 7 Habits says be PROACTIVE not REACTIVE?
Can't you rectify the problem with me, personally, straightforwardly?

I guess I have an issue with people speaking behind my back.
Okay, maybe it is due to my sensitivity that I felt that way.
But I do get annoyed at times.
I am saying this all out not because I want to continue to argue or what so ever. I am just analysing my level of immaturity when I spoke to certain people.

This problem is grey, ambiguous, neither white nor black.
I do admit that I have to apologise for my misinterpretations. Thank God that he reminded me about being immature and stuffs. Now I really think I am foolish at that very moment.

Well, I have been rather traumatized my ELENA for the entire week(kidding!).
I've learnt that every most teacher that steps into our class picks on her.
Having her beside me reminds me of how fortunate I am to not have any teacher to suan me.

Tomorrow is Karen's birthday, we celebrated for her in advance.

Creamed face. :B

Retarded.

Us.

Again.

Her boo-tiful clip.

So 斯文right.

Celeb-rated jocelyn's bday during cg.

Last week. luhluhluh, ruijun claimed that she look good in this picture !! :P

Keep watch of my brother when he swam. Boring !

Mummy and me.

Being God's mummy bday celebration.

SO MANY BIRTHDAYS LAH. X_X"

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Wednesday, April 15, 20098:38:00 PM

I found this picture taken during last metamorphosis. Didn't post.

I have been daringly taking random pictures with random people on random days.

Now that I think about it, it seems like everyday.

I took one with alicia last caregroup.

I took one with my brother during breakfast on easter holiday.

I took one with xueli this morning.

I am just devastated by the fact that I went to cut my hair.
Horrible!!!! THE WORST EVER. :( It ruined my day and I don't feel like doing anything but blogging. Now.

Well, I am just thankful that I wake up refreshed every morning, with
Christ providing me with a brand new day, new life, new everything. Don't needa be held back by anything, anything!

With Christ in the vessel, we can smile at the storm. :B I must smile at my ugly hair.

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Wednesday, April 08, 200911:22:00 PM

Investiture was considered a success :)

And so we went to amk central stage again. Memorable.

Jesus loves me! this I know,
For the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to
Him belong;
they are weak but He is strong.

Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.

Jesus loves me this I know.
It's thicker than a sheet of snow.
He loves me, that's why he died.
If I was there I would cry.

Yes
Jesus loves me,
Yes Jesus loves me,
Yes Jesus loves me,
So much, he died for me.

Jesus loves me, this I know.
For he died His love to show.
When I know he took my sin,
He forgives and saves me then.

Yes, Jesus loves me.
Yes, Jesus loves me.
Yes, Jesus love me.
He took away my sin

Jesus, take this heart of mine,
Make it pure and holy thine;
On the cross you died for me,
I will try to live for Thee.

Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.

Though my steps are oh, so slow,
With my hand in his I'll go.
On through life, let come what may,
He'll be there to lead the way.

Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.

Oh my Lord, I love you so.

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Sunday, April 05, 200910:11:00 PM

Frankly speaking, school has been rather hectic this week.

I've never failed to reach home after 7pm each day and it has been

mentally daunting plus physically gruelling.

I've finally caught up with sleep today and it seemed to

be repeating everyweek. Felt super duper vexed.

But my mum reminded me of the big picture :)

And I am glad that she'd enlightened me on stuffs here and there.

Thank God that he gave me a mother who believes in him.

Hallelujah!

I've been rather irritating and irritated at school!

I've to admit that.

Clear evidence can be seen below.

Aren't you surprised by the fact that Fiona(Ms Xiao Yuan Yuan, all rounder

due to her round face) is actually portraying such an unglamorous side of herself?

Her market value drop already *kidding !

For instance, fiona was not the only victim. Huiyee was another. Caregroup was funfunfunfun. Though I've only gotten to attend games.
See the sheep and shepherd running.

Eunice :D Aye this picture looks artistic! Napfa was before CG, no choice, had to fun. I PASSED OKAY. :DRun for your life.
April Fools was the best please !

We pranked Ms Tan by telling her that Mrs Ang punished us and made us write lines. She believed us. So gullible!!

Mrs Ang was the first one to be punked by our class. We all ran out of the class during her lesson and hid at the tables near the art room. 409 is so united, for once ! :DHad movie treat with mommy. Confessions of a shopaholic last last friday night.
Shepherd's retreat photos.
Eunice, Huixuan, wenzhen and heidi.

Continue mugging for biology.. I am starting to hate differentiation.

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Friday, April 03, 20097:36:00 PM

Dear God,

~~I AM JUST SO FRUSTRATED.~~
I find myself seeking after acceptance from time to time.
Acceptance from people.

I don't know why, my sensitivity level has been fluctuating recently.
I tend to overreact over trivial matters. I tend to judge what
others do. I tend to get really pissed when things do not go why
way. I guess I should really learn how to express my thoughts.
After reflecting over actions that I've done, I realised that I express
myself so freely, over freely. Too-direct.

God, I am losing patience.
I just tend to get really irritated when things get out of hand.
Sometimes I even find myself caught up with thoughts whether anyone
cared or not. I know that I am wrong. Undeserving.

I find myself being so outta place.

Please let me learn how to be more like you and less of be.
I don't need to feel belonged to anything because I belong to you.

I just feel at ease when I am with you.
*You'd make me happy once again, I love my daddy :)

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