DECENT.
Yesterday, during UCTM, Rachel mentioned that the best way of
communicating, is to listen.
I think that it sure does make sense.
we're given a pair of ears a instead two mouths,
because we're expected to listen more.
And i believe in this saying that goes,
' people don't care how much you know, until they know
how much you care'.
We're often too caught up with our own views that
we neglect about other people's opinion.
Which is relatively common nowadays.
I do admit, sometimes i find it hard to keep on listening
because i am so talkative that i can't help but to utter a word.
Sometimes, when people approach you to talk about their problems,
what they need isn't your word of advice but your pair of listening ears.
You say it best, when you say nothing at all.
Apart from that, I've been thinking of my life in the past.
I've been thinking about what i did and stuffs and i thought about my favourite colour; pink.
I wondered why my mum didn't get me pinker stuffs when i was younger. I really wish that i had practically everything pink next time, which is SO insane
that it sound so bimbo. I am going to get a pink Porsche someday! *crazy ;D Then i thought about life as a driver.
Yining, my ex shepherd, once gave me an example of life - driving in a car.
Back then, she told me, if my life was a journey, and i was in the car, God should be the leader,
as told, the one driving.
I was thinking about God being the leader of my life.
Then i thought and realised, quite true, then before i came to know Christ,
I must have been driving on my own.
Let's say, your life is like a red ferrari *wowWOWWOWWOW. Then God will be the one looking at you drive. You think your life's been great,
you control your life so well that it...
caught up in countless car accidents. caught up realising that you're so lonely. was so hectic, you can hardly breathe oxygen. face conflicts with other drivers, fights, scolding etc. Do you know that you can actually experience and see
much more with what you have now if God was the one driving your car?
He may not promise the best sceneries.
But he promise, with his presence.
Ah well, i realised that it is often the weak times that i see God so evidently.
Yesterday was really really tiring.
I was telling God how tired how tired i was during worship.
It was only that i was so tired that i relied on him most.
Then he reminded me of his presence.
You are forever in my life.
You see me through the seasons.
I am just so glad and at peace.
I am just so thankful of having here in this crazy world.
Well, going to school tomorrow.
So excited for those graduated 'o' levels students.
May you reap what you've sown, amen. :)
Especially to ned graduated girls, my shepherd, emily, and my mommy, zixin and many others.
God bless.