the reason of my joy for today.
some people too brighten up my day.

they are all eventually going to leave.
time just keeps running.

well, till then.
i'll certainly miss.

a glance, definitely more than enough. :)

as i live life day by day,
let me know how things go your way.
don't let attractions around make me lose sight of you.
don't let distractions take me away from you.
remind me to walk in pace with you.
remind me not to walk too fast ahead of you.
remind me that things of temporals never last.

for what seen is temporal, but what unseen is eternal.
Been too troubled, troubled by trivial matters.

Lord, bring me to where i belong.

My heart sank when it prompted me so.
Why does the cycle repeats on?

Always in search of things unreachable.
Desire of what i do not have.
remind me that your grace is sufficient.

it may be hard, but i'll overcome.
for the day you went up there, you took my place
in spite of the fact that i have yet know you.

knowing how much it would hurt, you carried on.
you did, and i m living it right now.

been too discouraged by the results i attained.
been subsequently mocked at for my effort.
am i dumb? lord why do human beings keep comparing?
what of me that cannot meet those criterias?
right, i m not smart neither do i possess IQ levels
that some in my class have. right.

but who cares, you love me :)

i won't give up !

but i know you've a better plan for me.

tell the world that jesus lives !
tell the world that,
tell the world that !
tell the world that he died for them.
tell the world that he lives again.

i guess,
i'm only me when i'm with you.

i'll learn to get used to it. i may even overcome it.

well, the fact that the year is coming to an end.
what comes will eventually go,
temporal.

time consumes, time just goes on.
time doesn't stop for anyone.
the world wouldn't stop revolving just because of one soul.

hence, adapt and move on.

not disheartened, no nothing.

bye !

some attractions worth no focus.
get out of my way. :)

TODAY IS SUCHA HECTIC DAY.

PILED UP HOMEWORK.
PHYSICS IS REALLY HARD.

BUT I AM REALLY HAPPY.

特别的开心 :D，因为这没有什么值得伤心。

REJOICE IN THE LORD !

AMEN.

I don't understand why.

I tend to avoid things that makes me sad.
Haha, God, i guess i fear such stuff, and perhaps people.
This trial will certainly be a tough one.
Sometimes, ignorance is seriously bliss.
And some just ain't helping.

1 James 1:12
Blessed is the man who perserveres because when he has stood
the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has
promised to those who love him.

av'id.

I want to stop blogging, but it seems like its the
only place i can actually vent my frustrations.

I seriously want to live in the land of happily ever after.

But ohwell, probably the last post till the exams end.
i m 1 week away from the english paper.
i m 5 weeks away from the holidays.

If i managed to survive after the exams, the first thing
i ever wana do is to go to the green green field, rest
and look at the skies. The best activity to do ever.

So perhaps, this is my goal.
God, sometimes i keep trying and trying but i just don't get it.

and i m glad alicia actually pei-ed me today.
super out of state.

I guess people whom i hurt i don't realise at times.
Guess it hurts more than it hurts me.

sorry.

Your Grace Is Sufficient To Sustain Me.

I'm back.

Well, the same old me.
I am still rather irritated by the fact that
people just go on and on gossiping, backstabbing
and do things without a thought for others-ing.

EEEKS. I'd wonder why they even did so.
Imagine if someone did that to you, wouldn't you
just be as upset?
People have feelings one okay.
People standing around may seem like live-wooden
blocks or invisible obstacles to you but the fact is that
they're alive and they obviously have a brain to think,
a pair of ears to hear and eyes to see.

I mean, i understand what happens when you lose your
cool and the bomb just explodes within split seconds but,
com'on, is it THAT worse till that extent of doing so?

Wahh God, these people really need your love man !! * faints.

God !!

I m super irritated by my own brain today too !
I just don't get it. Why do i worry so much?
I just keep thinking & thinking. Grrr*
Sometimes i wonder why you gave me a brain,
that cannot stop thinking.
It just stresses me more and it makes me panic like
some comical character.
And i do i even think about studies and get distracted
during such times?
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I understand that it's end year and it's crucial but
it just keeps prompting my brain that i require some
SUPERMAJORMEDICATION.

On top of everything. Look back up again.

Woke up.

Found myself.
Learnt many things.
Some things are better off untold.
Some things that are often seen as tough are actually vulnerable.
Some things in life is better off seen than getting.
Some things are just 'i don't know what to say'.

People just have multiple faces.
Two face, three face or even four.
Sick of that.

Well, learnt a lot during shepherding.
:) i agree that God, you're real.

The fact that i actually say that i m spiritually
dry was because i was once spiritually well.
Will still continue to strive towards that. ;D
Yeah.

I so totally agree to the fact that things
that are harder to attain are often cherished.

So. Yeah.

Made up my mind.

what's the point of having all in the world
when it doesn't make a difference at the end of the day?

the time when sanity fades and insanity sets in.

ALTHOUGH TODAY IS MY 2 YEAR OLD SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TODAY,

Been tied down to schoolwork lately.
And i agree that it is not easy to make a decision.
Saying it is easy, doing it is hard.
Just like how you'll never know what this particular person
is feeling until you're in his/her shoes.

There is never ' best of both worlds'.

Well God, just renew, recharge, and refresh me.
I need you, lord.

tired² and weary².

I WANTED TO CLEAR MY MAILBOX TODAY!
BUT I GOT REALLY DISCOURAGED BY THE NUMBER OF JUNKMAILS.