I FELT RELIEVED AFTER TYPING THIS WHOLE CHUNK OF WORDS.

Started to get upset over matters.
Then dwell on and went depressed.
Realised how foolish i was, extreme.
Indeed, you may say, life is just about another cycle.
But i refuse to admit it, and i won't.

God, i feel really stupid.

I admit that i commit mistakes sometimes.
No one to blame, it's me for sure.
:/ Guess sometimes it hard to apply ' forgive & forget '.
But i will try my best to do so.

Back to it,

To neglect you at times for all these temporal stuffs.
I still remember how it used to be. Driven.
Thought about it twice through.

So affected by what people think, what people say.
Life is too meaningless alone to live for that.
Life is too short to even live with that.
Life is way too vulnerable to live for people.

Sometimes i feel really stupid, getting affected the whole
day just because of a problem that could be easily solved
when i deal with it from another aspect.

Being sensitive all over by some mere actions / comment.
Being sensitive all over cos i felt that i' m incapable and everything.
Linking problems and making them even bigger problems, stupid me.

Why do i have to prove to people that i can do it?
Why do i have to care about what others think?

Foolish, firstly, if i feel that i can do it, i can, afterall,
i know myself. I don't lose out at the end of the day, i dont.
Secondly, what others think may not always be right because
the person is looking at the base of the problem from his/her own
perspective. Things are just so different from another angle.
If someone thinks that i'm incapable, then too bad, i wouldn't be affected.

Why am i so weak at times?
Why do i always feel like i'm uber inferior? I don't have to.

Substantial margin to be drawn when it applies for some matters.
Improving one's self is important, but getting demoralized at some
mere comments i wouldn't.

The main point is to stop anyhow-thinking, focus on majors and not
the minors.

Guess i sorted it all out.
Clean and clear.

Living to love his people, though at times, not their actions.
Leading a meaningful life, too short to live for money or materials that rot.
Clearing my mind, of all those thoughts.

Sorted it out, felt relieved.

Apply it all to some matters.
Stepping out of my comfort zone, shall not care about what others think.

If you think you can do it better, do it. :)
My principle remains unchanged.

No offence to anyone okays, just reflecting upon my foolishness.
Hah, :) am really happy now.

*FOOLISH WENZHEN :(