I FELT RELIEVED AFTER TYPING THIS WHOLE CHUNK OF WORDS.

Started to get upset over matters.
Then dwell on and went depressed.
Realised how foolish i was, extreme.
Indeed, you may say, life is just about another cycle.
But i refuse to admit it, and i won't.

God, i feel really stupid.

I admit that i commit mistakes sometimes.
No one to blame, it's me for sure.
:/ Guess sometimes it hard to apply ' forgive & forget '.
But i will try my best to do so.

Back to it,

To neglect you at times for all these temporal stuffs.
I still remember how it used to be. Driven.
Thought about it twice through.

So affected by what people think, what people say.
Life is too meaningless alone to live for that.
Life is too short to even live with that.
Life is way too vulnerable to live for people.

Sometimes i feel really stupid, getting affected the whole
day just because of a problem that could be easily solved
when i deal with it from another aspect.

Being sensitive all over by some mere actions / comment.
Being sensitive all over cos i felt that i' m incapable and everything.
Linking problems and making them even bigger problems, stupid me.

Why do i have to prove to people that i can do it?
Why do i have to care about what others think?

Foolish, firstly, if i feel that i can do it, i can, afterall,
i know myself. I don't lose out at the end of the day, i dont.
Secondly, what others think may not always be right because
the person is looking at the base of the problem from his/her own
perspective. Things are just so different from another angle.
If someone thinks that i'm incapable, then too bad, i wouldn't be affected.

Why am i so weak at times?
Why do i always feel like i'm uber inferior? I don't have to.

Substantial margin to be drawn when it applies for some matters.
Improving one's self is important, but getting demoralized at some
mere comments i wouldn't.

The main point is to stop anyhow-thinking, focus on majors and not
the minors.

Guess i sorted it all out.
Clean and clear.

Living to love his people, though at times, not their actions.
Leading a meaningful life, too short to live for money or materials that rot.
Clearing my mind, of all those thoughts.

Sorted it out, felt relieved.

Apply it all to some matters.
Stepping out of my comfort zone, shall not care about what others think.

If you think you can do it better, do it. :)
My principle remains unchanged.

No offence to anyone okays, just reflecting upon my foolishness.
Hah, :) am really happy now.

*FOOLISH WENZHEN :(

It's rather late now so i'll post more pictures tomorrow.
:( Many people just keep asking me if i can see when i smile.
Basically, the answer is, yes, i can see.

One reason why they ask me so,
because my eyes appear as though it is just two straight
lines when i do smile.
HUR. :(

Learnt something at ' JUMP, JESUS YOU MUST PRAISE ' today.
It goes like this. Forgiving is not about proving that the person is right,
but setting yourself free. :) AMEN.

RANDOM-NESS.

CUBEE CRAFT My minature bianbian and it's new found friend :D
Oh, i m touched that my shepherd got one back for me
because i've lost mine hours after i first bought it.
LOVE YINING. :)

CUBEE CRAFT IN THE MIDST OF STUDYINGds. HEY LOOK IT'S READING ! ( just kidding ) Angeline's body btw. It hates maths too. Not that i do, but i don't like it. CUTE ETHEL WITH HER CUTE CUBEECRAFT.

Hello seniors(if you ever get to read this),

Just wana thank you for all that you've done for us.
We've seen you bang the wall, pull your hair and faint due to our irritating-ness.
And of course, not giving up on us though we appear hopeless.
You guys deserve more than just farewell party and cards.
SLBOARD would really be emptier and less fun without you guys.
Thank you for making my life in the slboard ever so enjoyable and interesting.
And of course, thank you for your presence right here.

We'll miss you guys terribly :(

Printed this out and pasted all the way till the ispace. hohoho. During preparations, the invisible chair.

Me and jennifer. ME & XIUYI. <3