God is love.

Tuesday, July 29, 20088:23:00 PM

Being joyful 24 hours round the clock is just plain difficult.

I am just so super affected emotionally.
Overly paranoid, i wonder if i will suffer from paranoia when
i grow older.

I feel the distant between me and some people.
Perhaps it's hard to relate to them, or maybe, people find it
hard to relate to me.

During chinese lessons, my chinese teacher talked about
looking at things from a different perspective from a story
in the textbook.

We often blame people, gossip about people, discuss about their
flaws and isolating them. People hardly ever think of their own
flaws. The problems lies in us focusing too much on other people's
flaws that we forget about our own.

The story goes on saying that the girl soon understood that she
was at fault. Typical ending, but it is sure a good one.
Everything seems unacceptable from your perspective, however,
that everything may seem beautiful from another's perspective.

No one deserves to say about no one.
Because none, himself or herself is perfect.

Only God himself should judge. :)

a' losing 'yself.

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Sunday, July 27, 20086:16:00 PM

/ FRIENDS TROUGH YEARS

WARN ♥

Something i've forgotten just popped out of my brain.

I've forgotten to post about my beloved buddy.
So yeahs. Here's the post !!

♥ALICIA SHE;

This friendship started through a lame yet significant sculpture.
Grew during those walk-to-school-then-home talks.
Someone who genuinely cares for me and help me
even when all run away.
Despite those misunderstandings we face last year,
I am sooo glad you're still my buddy.
Have seen you changed your hairstyle, change your spectacles,
change your bag, change your wallet, grow in your character,
walk down the road and taking a step closer to know God.

I really admire your faithful and loyal spirit that you've towards your friends.
You will never neglect them no matter what.
Someone who is not self-centered, doubly selfless and very giving. You always give
people the best. :) It just brings me joy to see you in church.
I'm really thankful for your spirit when you bought stuffs for
caregroup with your school money without expecting anything in return.
Those time that you spent with me shall never be forgotten!

Jiayou growing in God's word and growing spiritually. I have faith in you.

I really thank God for giving me sucha nice buddy and sister like you :).
There is just sooo many things that i want to say.

I ♥ YOU !

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SPELLED THIS OUT.

Saturday, July 26, 200810:28:00 PM

HELLO !

THE SPECIAL SATURDAY

US OUTSIDE THE ART EXHIBITION AT ESPLANADE.

THE ROOFTOP WAS CLOSED, BUT NEVERMIND :D

WE STILL SMILE ANYWAY.

EVEN DOWN THE ESCALATOR.

WENT TO HAVE ANDERSEN ICECREAM LATER ON.

KURIN CAME TO MY CHURCH TODAY. elated.

Yeah, had a great time in church and fellowshipping with the peeps.

Well, somehow tired.

Will be blogging more tomorrow.

Which is most of the time, unpredictable.

Since a picture speaks a thousand words.

I've said my piece.

MISS ME.

MORE TO COME TOMORROW/ SOON.

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Sunday, July 20, 20087:14:00 PM

The usual school day would mean mugging all day-long.

However, I REALLY WANT TO COMPLETE CGo8.

So it's now balancing my everyday life with activities stretching

from morning till the evening.

Doubt i would get to use the computer much, hence i wouldn't

be blogging often. ;)

Confused, puzzled & driven.

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Thursday, July 17, 200810:12:00 PM

I thought through, i thought twice.
Then thrice.

I wondered why.
I do agree with alicia on that post.
Why is it so difficult to do things like reading
the bible, spreading the gospel and living life
with God?

Yet it is so easy to live life
meaninglessly, walking aimlessly, moving
on timelessly.

Then i reflected upon my own, actions.

I'm determined, that someday i will differ. :)

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Tuesday, July 15, 20089:36:00 PM

I don't know.

Just get frustrated real easily nowadays.
Working in this area. Learning how to forgive people cos i
find it really hard.

Ah, tired. :( God strengthen me please.

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Monday, July 14, 200812:31:00 AM

WATER BAPTISM 13th JULY!

alicia, shepherd & me. <3

CALL ME 'JOY' !

I am officially water-baptised ! :)

I am certainly very thankful for my mommy's and shepherd's
support. Because they support me through it all,
when all objects came crashing down and none stood tall.
I don't understand why people keep saying that
my brother is cute, because i don't find him so. X:
:( My mommy says i m cute-er because i look like a pig.

Well, this is a life-turning-point for me.
I really want to live my life for lord.
And to be a woman who pursue God's love no matter what.
And i want to really put God first in my life always.
Not driven by temporal but eternal.
For his love is more than sufficient for me.
Really want to lead a life to please him.
I must say, i'm blessed though not of the finest riches
ever on earth, neither extraordinary wisdom of this world,
but i'm blessed of his wondrous love.
Privileged few i must say, i m blessed.
Truly.

Will lead a life ever loving him.

The moment.

I realised that i have got a pig face and big head. :( MOMMY!

MY CERTIFICATE. :D PRETTY !

MORE TOMORROW, THERE IS SCHOOL, IN HOURS.

DANG*

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TODAY TODAY I LIVE FOR ONE THING.

Saturday, July 12, 200811:46:00 PM

I have gained alot from various teachings today.

From commitment to being a star for God and

then the next was about being a good shepherd.

My day has been fruitful. It sure is.

Anyway, i am going to go for water baptism tomorrow.

Going to think through of my ways right now and

what sort of person i would want to be in the future.

I may not be the sort of professional people, but

i want to do my best. And like i always believe.

'Since action speaks a thousand words, speaking alone

is none'. God had sure spoken to me today during these

teachings.

It is useless to attend millions of teachings if you
don't apply. Similarly, it is useless to have knowledge

yet let it be left in your brains.

Credibility.
Seriously, what you do in your life right now really

reflects what kind of person your group members

are going to be. I feel that leading a balanced life is

really really essential to maintain spiritual wellness.

It does not telly, when you neglect one for another.

God always want the best alternative for us. Not

to shortchange another. I believe, if God is in the center

of our life, then the rest will naturally fall in to place.

I certainly don't want to be some lukewarm believer.
:D I WANT TO BE A FAITHFUL CHILD OF GOD.

And yes, i do agree to this statement.

If we can't do our best to serve God, then don't even

go serve, because God deserves more than that.

Seriously.

The highest, perfect, wonderful, beautiful and almighty
God deserves more than just lukewarm faith.

Yeah.

I had dinner with mommy at some place near raffles mrt. :)

I SO LOVE THE SCENERY THERE.

Oh, and there was this very cool tunnel.

Yet the busker plays away.

Sometimes i wonder why they don't give up even
when no one listens. :) Admirable spirit.

My beautiful mommy. :) I don't look like her in any way though.

Randomness.

FULLERTON HOTEL. And oh yeah.

Remember, lead a fulfilling life. If you don't do so, you will probably regret when you take some time to think back someday.

That is all that I can say. :)

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typical

Friday, July 11, 20089:40:00 PM

Since it's friday evening, i shall not bore myself out

by sweating over biology, instead, i will blog about

those part and piecess of theeeeee recent.

Monday the seventh, wee girls went out to shop and eat !

I had soo much fun that i was too tired to blog after it.

We went to Waffles Cottage at Suntec City, okay, i am not

sure about the name but i remember that it is something

similar to that. Then we accompanied xiuxiu to choose

her new spectacles, i sure have taste alright, :D she

bought the one i've chosen.

Thursday was deyi "caregroup" , we went to 'pao4jiao3'

It is sort of amazing to see zixuan do so :D super kawaii.

Today's guides. Okay, i do admit, today's activities were sort of
boring and stuff, but i sure did enjoyed myself at prayer meeting. WOOHOO.

Tomorrow is service.I want to count my blessings for this week even before entering nexus auditorium.

Well, the only homework i'm left with is probably biology. And prolly amaths revision. DANG !

Maybe there's more, but this is all that i can recap. Hah.

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Wednesday, July 09, 20086:20:00 PM

The seeminglessly never ending flight of stairs leading to you.

I will not give up half way.

I feel rather at peace today.
No rushing of homework here and there.
Doing things at my own pace, my sweet present at present.

School has been usual.
Apart from those homeworks and tests,
school life at current have been quite a bliss to me.
I shall not miss this out!
I am certainly enjoying chats with friends at school. :D

I want to complete these 8-)

Want to finish up more homeworks and revise a little.
Want to do quiet time.
Want to spend more time with my family members.
WANT TO COMPLETE CG08 !

With God, AMEN. :)

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LOVE.

Monday, July 07, 200812:23:00 AM

Happy, sad, crazy. All moments.

Anyway.

Here's something cool.

To fulfil the great commision. CG08.

LOVE GOD, LOVE PEOPLE.

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jaded, faded, concentrated.

Thursday, July 03, 20087:18:00 PM

i have seen those smiles.

it has long been gone.

faded, jaded.

i have seen you.

behind every problem, lies your hidden talent.

after those problems, your unleashed potential. :)

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MOTIV-AE

Tuesday, July 01, 20086:05:00 PM

Unlike the world, who sees your
results,effectiveness and your
good points, he sees your heart.

HELLO !

I'm really driven to blog today.
Okay, i have to admit, i m emotionally driven
for these past few days.
Due to my sensitive-ness.
Okay, i am a really sensitive person.
I take EVERYTHING in to thoughts.
No matter good, bad, okay or neutral.
It just flow through my brain wires.
I think too much, in fact it is too much to be true.
And now that i come to think about it,
i am pretty pessimistic, though i appear not.

Everything is like its 完蛋了.
I just feel super down and depressed.
Perhaps some know and some may not know.
Well, that's that. It ends there.

I am quite encouraged by God today.
On my way home, i saw a lady wearing this shirt saying
' Don't let what others say put you down ' .
Fresh, aint it? :)

Oh and i did my quiet time even before i posted this.
:) I meditated on John 5.

v30 it says;
By myself i can do nothing; I judge only as I hear,
and my judgement is just, for i seek not to please
myself but him who sent me.

I want to live a life to please none but God, jesus. :)

And was constantly reminded to treat others with
purity and sincerity, everything just seem tooo surface-ed.

Heard this song, Angel In Disguise By Corrine May.
Lovely voice, meaningful lyrics.

My God is an awesome God.
I pray that you will get to know this amazing God someday !

Who knows? You may be my angel in disguise. :)

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