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I am wenzhen
Born on 3th March 1993
I am 16 years old
Young at heart although i am rather old-looking.
I am from y-hope, nea2.
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i ♥ God.

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Thursday, January 31, 20089:28:00 PM

EXTRICATING-LEARNING ( IN THE MIDST OF NOWHERE )

Look at that maths logarithms. ;C

I woke up super duper early today.

Though it's an elearning day.
e(excuse/extra/"exciting"/extricating) learning or whatever.

I was rather happy this morning okay.

I m utterly disappointed. Overly disappointed. Extremely disappointed.
Terribly disappointed. I m just so very disappointed.

seriously.

spoiler ;C

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Friday, January 25, 20087:56:00 PM

XRAY-Results ; NEGATIVE ( rather happy ! )
shall not reveal what sort of xray. it killed so many
lovely cells of mine already ):

This book is nice ! Mini and meaningful ! If you ever see it, read it.

Just when i started to think i would be looked down on for scoring super
low for amaths. This class isn't as inhumane as I thought it was.
The people in there are rather supportive, seriously !
And their lovely 'cheer up' post it notes gave a
uber great energy and mood boost. I m touched okay. Guess
i shall count that as a blessing and keep those post-it
and coloured notes. THANKS WILLIAM ! :D
THANKS XIUYI AND JOSHUA!

I've neglected my psp for like 92183 million years. Its already
out of battery. Now i prefer playing NDS ! :D
But of course, i can't play till CNY due to tests&tests&tests.

I m determined not to get last in class for emaths, biology & geography !

Won't be posting so often already okays ;D

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Thursday, January 24, 20089:14:00 PM

Life has been rather.. rather.. indescribable?
Problems keep surfacing.

And my motive right now isn't to make myself
depressed, any further.
On the contrary, i am trying to finish typing this
within 5 minutes.

My new classmates has been super nice? And the
study environment is nevertheless, great.

Yet i m "improving". ):

Ahh, don't feel like posting already.

Sorry peeps.

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Monday, January 21, 20088:10:00 PM

Any blogskinners willing to help 309 create a blogskin.
Well, our classblog is up already ! :D WHEE.
309'o8

The super last minute person here to blog.
Cannot blame me la. Cos i was practically out of
school the whole day i have to go revise now.

Just finish that china trip video. YES !
Two more to go. And like we're going to have our
amaths test on wednesday and i missed maths
lesson today. I must pass that wednesday test man.

God. Help me, Save me, Heal me.

YOU'RE WANTED !!

Anyway, goodbye !

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Friday, January 18, 20087:08:00 PM

I M BACK FROM GIRLGUIDES - usual.

And this is like the first time i understood mr hiews

maths lesson. Like i m so going to die for INDICES

And i've realised that i don't understand biology at all.
This is also the first time i have so few homework.

2 worksheets.

Hope to catch up with some maths and biology soon.

The truth is out. Oh-no.
My reaction towards it is not like 'sad' though. Felt nothing. NOTHING.

I guess i've gotten over it. (:

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Thursday, January 17, 20089:09:00 PM

I saw these cute pictures at nataliedee.com ( all drawn in paint ) cool ~
(valentines coming ~ a month away )NEUTRALISATION

Me and xiuyi changed sitting arrangements today.

I m pretty neutral on Mrs ang's decision anyway.

Least i don't have to strain my eyes.

But i know she has some difficulties unknown to most.

And like i failed

most all of the tests except the first maths test and

composition test. There's pro people who passed all.

I am like slacking now. Forget it. :D

I shall go finish up biology.

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Wednesday, January 16, 20088:44:00 PM

Like i found this picture in our china trip interview thingy.

We were spastic of course.

And i m utterly disappointed in myself.
I shouldn't have done so. Stupid girl.

I don't like going to the canteen.
I don't like it at all.

Anyway. Back to the point, i've found a super nice song.
It's from coffee prince ost. And if you've guessed i've gotten
myself addicted to another show, you're perfectly right.

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Monday, January 14, 20087:35:00 PM

Oh God,

Replace my fear with faith.

Let me have full 100% faith in you.

No matter how pain some pain may get,

no matter how bitter it is to suffer,

remind me to have constant faith in you.

I did my comic strip boxes design already! :D

I m going to chiong my homework now man.

I sick and slack for like so many days,

at least i m not having anymore fever.

Thank God for healing my fever.

Faith man.

DATELINE SEEMS LIKE DEADLINE TO ME NOW.

I still have chinese, social studies homework to do.

I still have to revise for biology, chemistry, physics.

I still have to finish up innowitts, ipw, chinatrip.

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Sunday, January 13, 20089:28:00 PM

I have been feeling weak since friday.
I thought i'll recover slowly yet i didn't.
I kept praying for a miracle.
Of course, i didn't received any miracle
healing.

Then i realised, it is not that God don't want
to heal me. He wants to lead me. Yet i keep
praying for a miracle, forgetting his purpose.
Seriously. What is the point of living if all
you ever ever achieved was scholarships, certificates,
prizes and reward. When you're in the coffin
waiting to be burnt or buried, which of these you
could actually bring along with you? Burning them?

So Lord of eternal, Lord of all.
Today, won't be another 'keep praying for a
miracle' day. What's the point of receiving a
miracle if you don't know the purpose at all.
Oh God, I repent. For all the mistakes and sins
that i have committed. For all the wrong doings
i have did since the day i was born. I repent.
I will learn to love you entirely with my heart,
my soul, my strength and mind.

Lead me. Be my saviour, be my forgiver.
I surrender my life unto your hands.
I will follow you. On and on and on.

You decide what you're gona do to me.
Cos Lord i know, your plans for me, to prosper
me, and not to harm me. Plans to give me
hope and a future, and not make me a failure.

Lord. I love you.

At the weakest and lowest peak of my life,
you're there.

You're always always there.

If i recover tomorrow, it's through your grace
and mercy that it happened Lord.

Your love your grace your mercy.

Everlasting love.

I count it all as blessing, blessing.
I should count that affliction as a blessing too.

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Friday, January 11, 20088:22:00 PM

God is amazing. He really is.

Like i was suffering from a super bad stomach
cramp and stomache. So its double the pain okay.
And i look like super pale and tired in the morning.
When i went to report for that sl check i can
faint la. Super super pain and tired.

Then after awhile i felt like the pain ease off .
Like hallelujah ! ;D

And met my long-lost childhood friend. Hope she
gets well soon. God bless.

God is amazing, God is great, God is never late.

SERVICE TOMORROW. :D GONNA BE EXCITED.

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Thursday, January 10, 20083:50:00 PM

I sat there waiting for your response.

The integument of my pain.

Wondering if you will ever see it.

I'll never get tired or bored looking at it. I m a weirdo.

School has been an extreme killer.

And that is inclusive of mr hiew's maths paper.

Whatsmore carrying that heavy heavy schoolbag to

school. I guess by the end of 4 years in deyi, my backbone

will just dislocate due to heavy books.

I like school, i like everything about it, even the meanest

toilet aunty. But there is just one thing that spoils it all.

The lessons. Nah, i was just kidding. I shall not post what

i have learnt in quiet time today and i shall keep it personal.

Anyway, i m going to flunk amaths.

Least there's people suffering with me.

Ohmy, i m evil. ):

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Wednesday, January 09, 20087:13:00 PM

I read Luke 18 just now.
FIND IT RATHER MEANINGFUL.

My usual moodswing came. Due to lack of
sleep and piles of homework. Not to mention,
there's amaths test tomorrow. Like scared
la. Somemore i was shivering just now. Having
some kinda nose block. Feel like end of the world.
Then i obviously got super duper
DEPRESSED for stupid reasons. Then God
spoke to me ;D

Verse 1
Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show
them that they should always pray and not give up.

Verse 6 - 7
And the Lord said, " Listen to what the unjust jugde
says. And will not God bring about justice for his
chosen ones, who cry to him day and night? Will he
keep putting them off?

It encouraged me alot alot alot.

;D off to mug for amaths and geography !
Good day !

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Tuesday, January 08, 20087:11:00 PM

I did quiet time !

And God's word refreshed me. (:
I read Mark 1 today. Find the chapter
rather meaningful. Well, all i shall share
now is that, i will be healed. ;D

All i ever ever need is you, God.
& your love.

Goodbye :D:D:D:D:D

Shall say goodbye and mug for my mini
biology test that ms ng is going to give us
tomorrow.

All that feel stress, jiayou, don't ever give up.
Cos you'll eventually see the light soon.

It's just a matter of time.

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On the contrary..

1:30:00 PM

I M STARTING TO LOOK LIKE THIS PANDA RECENTLY.

White face, dark dark circle around my eyes.

Life's hectic.

Not dramatic.

More of kinetic.

They sure need tactics.

So that they'd be systematic.

Not to mention, mathematics.

Driving us all, lunatics.

If you're not thinking the same way,

then i m sure we have zero percent signs of telepathic.

I lost my sanity today.
So i went to class saying " today will be a happy day !",
laughing insanely at myself, only to realise that there's
alot of people giving me the 'dotdotdot' face.

I feel bad today, for some reason, though it was supposed
to be a super joyous day for chua wen zhen, it was
ruined after VE. I just felt super bad. I shouldn't have
raised up my hand. I shouldn't have voiced out. I shouldn't
have opposed everyone's idea.

For the fact that everyone deserves a chance. Who
knows who can and who can't. I just felt bad, real bad.
I m afraid that people will gossip and hate me after that.
;/ I m a super sensitive person. You just whisper infront
of me, stare at me and i'll start to think & think & think.

i m sorry to those i've offended.

* no intentions of being offensive.

i wanted to mug, but i've lost the mood to.

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Sunday, January 06, 20086:03:00 PM

I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN ! ):

but blogskins.com ain't working.
WILL WAIT PATIENTLY, though i m losing
it already. ;D tomorrows' school again.

hope i could get these projects done asap.

Innowitts
Ipw-review for lower secondary
China trip - redo video.

i hope these people will turn up for these project ;D

Literature project group.
Darylene !! Save me. Jiu wo ah ! >.<
Whatever - Anything peoples. ;(

Last year 208 innowitts people. Please note that
there will be a combined meeting with class
205 & 209 tomorrow at 2.30 outside staffroom
enjoy chiong-ing whatever homework you're
doing ;DD

i m - tired.

i m loving 309 !

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:D NOT WORTH IT.

Saturday, January 05, 200810:50:00 PM

I M BACK ! :D

Don't blame me for not blogging for so so so many days
because i tried yesterday but failed. Ask blogger.com !

Take a look at martha's braces. The colours goes with
the occasion. Christmas- green and red. Chinese new year,
red and orange. ;D COOL EH. I WANT BRACES TOO ! ):

Well, been out the whole day. The CCA TRAIL in the
morning was super duper fun, although a little sian here
and there. The competition between NPCC & NCC was
fascinatingly, fascinating indeed. I can't stop laughing.
The NPCC's performance is rather cute btw. They have
got the robot-dance kinda drill. Anyway, JOIN GIRL-
GUIDES ! Know why? Cos girl guides got me! :D kidding.
And desmondong, i m a natural senile person. I m slow
in everything. Cannot blame me right.

After CCA TRAIL was service. I didn't regret going okay.
But i will regret if i didn't go. :D I shall follow God's plan,
not my plan. Shall post more about this, the upcoming
week.

After service was going-to-cousin's house.
And this niece of mine is super cute. ;D Super hyper.
Guess she's gonna be pretty when she grows up. Big-eyes
people ~

Simplicity beats it all.

More pictures tomorrow.

FAITHFAITHFAITHFAITH . IN ME (:

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Wednesday, January 02, 20089:44:00 PM

WENZHEN IS BACK.
I m super duper uber happy today.
Nothings' gonna stop me from being happy.

Satan oh satan, you and your discouragements.
You so don't rule my life. I m learning not to be
depressed over your negative talks and all.
;D I look to the white - cleansed by God.

I don't want to be a bad bad girl living in a black
black world.
Instead, I want to be a good good girl living in a
white white world.

And i believe i'll be healed.

God will never ever ever disappoint me.
He has his ways of doing things. And i shall not
go against it ;D

Ohh satan, i m not giving you the privilege to be
typed in CAPITAL LETTERS. Becos you don't
deserve it. (:

I did quiet time today. ;D

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Tuesday, January 01, 20087:02:00 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS ! :D
2008 ALREADY.

My first post of the year.
Okay, my relatives are like "celebrating" at
my house so it's super noisy in here. Like,
so rare okay. Becos my mummy called so many
people today, telling them to come " bai nian "
at my house. She was like giving out angpaos.

Shes' relatively generous this year though.
For me, perhaps, she usually give me quite little
amounts in the red packet but this year there
was a breakthrough. Not that much but least,
more.

Maybe it's because i reminded her too many times.
EVIL ME.
Well, i wanted to upload some pictures but i
COULDN'T !

So more updates tomorrow.
ENJOY TODAY TOMORROW TO THE FULLEST.
tomorrow's school again.

keeping the faith lite.

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12:33:00 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! 2008 !
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS !

Spiritually :

Do quiet time more often, at least once a day.
Go for service and caregroup more regularly.
Grow spiritually in all aspects.
Spread the gospel more often.
Finish at least 6 testaments.
Keep the faith.
Sin lesser.

Daily life :

Manage my time better this year.
Have sufficient sleep on weekdays.
Prioritise better.
Be healthy.
Spend more time with family members.
Gossip less.
Improve in whatever areas needed.

I m so excited to go back to school.

Thinking back, i remember those stupid things i
did which displease God and i find it really
stupid. I will improve in year 2008 !
And byebye 2007.

2008 will be a brand new beginning for me.
The new me.

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