God is love.

Sunday, December 30, 200711:26:00 PM

COUNTING DOWN TO SCHOOL !
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION TOMORROW.

:D WHEEE !

Saturday, December 29, 20077:06:00 PM

OHYES !

It's 3 more days before school reopens.
EXCITED. ELATED. EVOLUTION.

Simply joyous.

YEAR 2008 IS GOING TO BE GREAT.
i m sure of it.

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Friday, December 28, 200711:17:00 PM

WAITING FOR A MIRACLE
keeping the faith.

Wenzhen will continue to have faith in God.
Wenzhen will continue to trust in God.

I m super refreshed by God's words okay.
I was rather depressed just now due to negative
thoughts, which satan actually scare me here
and there.

Whatsmore, i didn't have anything to do just
now. I was super duper depressed.
Feeling rather deprived in a sense.
Then suddenly something prompted me to
do my quiet time.

I prayed and read Luke 11.
It touched me alot alot alot.
Though it was somehow a random flip.

Especially this few verses.
Luke 11:9 , " So I say to you: Ask and it will be
given to you; seek and you will find; knock and
the door will be opened."
& Luke 11:11, " which of your fathers, if your son
asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? "

The lord will never disappoint me.

* i don't know why i am typing this but something
just made me wanna post this up.

I shall start thinking about my new year resolution.
POSTING IT UP SOON (:

I no longer do it for the sake of it.
I do it for God.

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6:54:00 PM

I m back from my godpa's funeral.

Feeling rather tired. Late nights staying there.
Well, it seems more like a family gathering to me.
Not that im heartless or what. My family is so
not close one okay. We gather only on chinese new
year & my granny's birthday. Apart from that,
we're simply just living our own separate lives.

I m feeling rather lethargic now due to those
late night sleeps, insufficient rest for eyes.
Mind-block. Funeral - my godmum and cousins
were sort of sad as they didn't expect him to
pass-away. Seriously , he wouldn't have if it
wasn't for that allergy due to the wrong
medicine that he took. It sort of spoilt his organs,
causing him to - suffer terribly.

And no pictures at the funeral .
You can't expect me to take picture of the guy
while he was doing his ritual stuffs right !

Oh well, move on, move on.

Know those peanuts on the table? I used the shells to create a picture ! :D
On the way - Loads of free time ! Cos the ride was from AMK - CLEMENTI.

I DIDN'T MENTION THAT I ACTUALLY TIDIED MY STUDYTABLE
DID I? :D Look at them having a party on my desk.

If only there was a thing called - no boundaries.

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1:13:00 PM

- IN THE PRESENCE OF AN ABSENT PERSON.
Indecipherable problems.

Oh God, give me more strength and energy to keep me
less tired. I believe in miracles and i know that it will
happen. Perhaps it just takes time.

SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS COMING TO AN END ! YAY !

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Thursday, December 27, 20072:30:00 AM

There won't be pictures for this post till i
don't know when but i'd hope you peeps
enjoyed your christmas celebration and
everything.

Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need and
Everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause its so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

CHORUS
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishin on a wishin star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight,
And give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause

CHORUS
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishin on a wishin' star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do

So I'll drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
and maybe get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
He's the time, taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see...

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Wednesday, December 26, 20073:31:00 AM

THANKYOU SOLOMON FOR THE HELP

WITH THE SNOW.

Get well from porks soon :D

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2:20:00 AM

HAPPY CHRISTMAS !
& A MERRY NEW YEAR !

I've yet to post for yesterday. So i shall combine both !
Went ice-skating with two0eight-ers yesterday. Had fun.
Serious ! It's been a year since i last step into
Fuji Ice Palace. And nothing seemed to have change.
Maybe the toilet? Well, pictures speaks more than words.

Fuji Ice Palace.

SANTA CLAUS CAN DANCE ! X: He lost 9847312 Kilograms.

And the threes !

It's not that bad having a little brother tagging along. ;D There's babysitters.

My brother ~

I m in love with alicia's ipod i-touch ! I want one too, pleaseee.

Life's like that.
People come and people go.
Birth and death.
Same number of letters yet it differs
like none other.
Life is short. More of, temporary.

Treasure the ones you love.
Love the ones you hate.
You might never know when they'll be
gone.

Live without regrets.

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Sunday, December 23, 200710:29:00 PM

Today, i feel rather jaded. The usuals.

Apart from going to the library, i've stayed
home the whole day. Which is the usual school
time sunday. I m now wondering whether i
should continue private tuition or to go
for tuition classes at stalford. Any suggestions?

Since i've got no pictures to blog about.
Here's the randoms !

My billabong flipflops, i know, my legs spoils the picture ):

AND JASMINE ! I ATE ABOUT 3 packets OF YOUR M&N ALREADY!

These are not drugs btws. lOl.

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Saturday, December 22, 200710:57:00 PM

CHRISTMAS SERVICE ! Woahahhahaha, i m back.

Recharged. By the best quality battery. Better

than the most expensive RECHARGEABLE

battery you can find at the supermarket.

Brand : God's Word.

I feel complete with you. Without you,

there is this missing-something sort of feeling.

& I soo believe in miracles, seriously do.

Met jasmine before service :D She gave me this pretty present.
Which is a box of m&n, super sweet okay ! It's the limited
edition m&n coloured chocolates. Received
sweets and more chocolates during service. Fats.

I was tortured this morning !! To wake up at 8am to follow my
mummy to work. So tiring la. So on the way there,
to make myself feel happier and to brighten
up my day, i took a picture of the skies and
whee, got it !

Yeap, CHRISTMAS IS COMING, I WANA GO ICE-SKATING ! (:

HOPEFULLY ~

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SECONDARY 1 REGISTRATION ! OVER ! :D

Friday, December 21, 20077:54:00 PM

And i m back to blog again.

Feeling tired. Eyes no different from pandas.
You probably can't differentiate the difference
between wenzhen & pandas.
Mr Soon said i looked super tired this morning.
I kept denying, but the truth is, i m seriously
worn out. I slept at 1+ and woke up at 5+ .
Horrible okays. My dire sleeping hours.

And like the registration is finally over. :D
I guess i enjoyed running around, ushering.
Looking forward to orientation.
Okay, after registration, some of us, the sls,
went to nebo to eat. So it's like more than 10
people la. Ethel and Alicia joined us too. :D

We played this stupid truth and dare stacko
game and had a super bootiful outcome.

They used my method okay ! and it worked. See, the lady at the window
is interested in our games too ! :D we attracted her .
We played games like billiard and stuffs for hours ! All the way till four.
Then shopped around amkhub to look for christmas gifts.
I got this fortune teller thingy from mini toons and it's pretty
accurate for once.

We were like talking about . Is brandon a gay? Then we shake the bottle
and got a 'YES !' answer. It was omgoshs. FUNNY ! okays.

tired. ;D goodbye !

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Thursday, December 20, 200710:21:00 PM

I don't see a point in grieving over such matters.

No point, you see.

(:

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I LOVE, SCHOOL !

Wednesday, December 19, 20077:20:00 PM

Went back to school for student leaders meeting.

& although it was about serious business and all,

i've actually enjoyed it. better than idling at home,

giving myself more reason to start studying.

I just want to enjoy this holiday to the fullest.

anyway, i don't think i'd be able to understand the

textbook even if start studying early. So i m

going to slack. next years' tough. ): Everyone

claim-ed so.

Yesterday was all about shopping with this snake sister

of mine. She walk-ed around the shopping centre

zig-zagging. Making me, the one following behind feel
giddy. Whatsmore i was down with a headache yesterday.

): she's a evil monster. Her face clearly reflected so . Kidding.

Got my billabong flipflops and pencil case. :D

Clothes are sponsered by mommy. To think that i actually

spent forty bucks on her wallet. i must been feeling generous yesterday.

blend in, blend in.

it doesn't matter anymore, does it?

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501th POST.

Monday, December 17, 20077:23:00 PM

I want something from santa, shall post a wishlist

up soon. Anyway, you've got to look at my wishlist

on 208's blog! It is probably the weirdest wishlist

you've ever ever seen. Pretty positive about that.

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS, IS YOU ~

Apparently, i wasn't stuck at home all day-long.

Today, that is.

I've watched enchanted again.

I'm not some kind of lunatics crazy over that movie.

But as promised, i accompanied genevieve to watch it.

When you compare the movie and reality,

you'd started to wonder, is my life gonna be like that some-
day? Well, it's pretty obvious anyway. Life's live.

Back to the point. I've went out with xiuyi and genn
today. Exchanged the super last minute gift. Sorry

but i have to admit, that is the most last minute gift-

exchange i've ever encountered since my past fourteen years

of life. Tragic? Not exactly. :D Thanks for the cute

presents from the two.

Missing school.

super excited for christmas. i'd hope it will be memorable.

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YIKAI'S BIRTHDAY !

12:15:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

HAPPY NAUGHTY LITTLE BROTHER CUTTING HIS 7th birthday cake.

He super happy.

I've watched enchanted today. :D
Watching it again with genn and xiuyi tomorrow.
It's uberly ROMANTIC.
If only fairytales like that come true.
But i doubt.

Anyway, today is heidi & brother's bday. :D
Hope they enjoyed their day to the fullest.

Chopchop. Gotta go sleep.

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Saturday, December 15, 200711:28:00 PM

Tomorrow is Beethoven's birthday.
& also the notorious brother's of mine.

So i shall post something for him tomorrow.
Well, today has been awfully good.
I went for service. Nothing can beat the joy
praising and worshipping God in God's house.
Serious. That's the only place where i am able
to find peace. Pick myself out of that pile of
mud, stand up, face the world.

I m seriously refreshed today. Feeling tired now.

BUT I M GLAD I WENT FOR SERVICE.

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once upon a broken heart.

Friday, December 14, 20077:54:00 PM

I M SCARED OF MY NEW CLASS NEXT YEAR.
Yet pretty excited about the new year, at least people
will stop talking about pigs. And less topics like pigs will
link to me. Back to the topic, most of my new-classmates
had started mugging already. And i have yet to start,
not even a word. ): I m so losing the kiasu-spirit.

This was one of wani's phone song.
I must be lucky today man. It's ONE OUTTA THREE!

Anyway, i don't know what has gotten into me these
days like i said in the previous post. I'd actually went to
the library. Many would give me this sort of reaction,
" siao! holiday you go library for what " . And like obviously
no one agreed to accompany me there, except wani <3.

And like today is another typical holiday - sian day.

--- so not getting used to flat hair. maybe i would, soon.

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Thursday, December 13, 20075:30:00 PM

A SMALL LITTLE TINNY WINNY MIRACLE
JUST

HAPPENED !!!!

I LOVE GOD ! :D

I SHALL LEARN TO HAVE FAITH ! :D

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Wednesday, December 12, 20077:11:00 PM

I m currently listening to ;
A heart after you - city harvest church.

I just can't control my tears. The image i see when i close my eyes,
the lord opening up his hands, for me.
Never giving up on me. No matter how many
times i strayed away from him, he never
fail to bring me back. I love you, God.
I just want to walk with you, forever.

I've learnt alot today. I m serious.

Jeremiah 29:11

For i know my plans for you, declares the Lord,
plans to proser you
and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future.

Laughter is the best medicine. And i believe no one
will oppose this short and sweet statement.

Well, i read this book today. And it has a poem like
this inside.

Are you worsted in a fight?

Are you cheated of your right?

Laugh it off.

Don't make tragedies out of trifles.

And shoot butterflies with rifles.

Laugh it off.

Does your work ever get into kinks?

Are you near all sorts of brinks?

Laugh it off.

If it's sanity you're after,

Theres no recipe like laughter.

Laugh it off.

You're a miracle worker,
Lord, and i'm in need of one.
You don't have to part the sea for me,
or send manna from heaven,
but a small-scale miracle
would restore my faith
and see me through another week
crowded with decisions, disappointments,
doubts, deadlines and dilemmas.
A week perhaps a light on the victories.
A week not promising the abundant life.

But father, You came that we might
have an abundant life. You came to offer
peace, even when life lies shattered at our
feet in a million little pieces.

Perhaps I've been too caught up in a miracle;
Too caught up with needing a sign.
Perhaps all i really need to do,
is appropriate all of Your marvelous promises!

Amen.
written by jan markell.

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I'd hope someone notice me.

Tuesday, December 11, 20077:23:00 PM

I finally understand how it feels to be ;
sad, worried, scared of the unpredictables.

Well, my mind has been rather out-of-state
lately. I need to get some peace. I keep thinking,
the unpredictable. I don't know how to face it.
I know the truth, i know who is around me,
i know practically everything that's happening
now, except the unpredictable.

To think positive, is seriously something that
could be easily said but it's obliviously, hard to
apply. I just find it so hard to follow the
think-positive-attitude.

I don't like the reality. I don't want to face it.

The badminton people, wani went home earlier.

Genevieve and dennis. :D

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12:02:00 AM

Strengthen the feeble hands, steady the knees
that give way; say to those with fearful
hearts. Be strong, do not fear, your God
will come... he will come to save you. (Isa. 35:3-5)

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Monday, December 10, 20078:45:00 PM

I've watched "The Golden Compass" yesterday
and i find it, okay? When the movie ended, everyone
in the theatre was like " huh? end already ah? " that
kind.

I find see no difference between this movie and
' lord of the ring ', no offence but ya, that's what i feel.

Went to school, finished our movie ! LIKE YAY !!!!!
Finally. Then badminton with peoples. Pictures some
other day. I m getting tired.

I WAS SUPER DUPER TOUCHED BY DESMOND'S
SOUVENIER !! Though it was something small.. :D
THANKS ALOT.

tata !

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Sunday, December 09, 200711:34:00 PM

Quiz from yongzheng.

List out top 5 presents you want for your birthday:
- happy me.
- healthy me.
- happy you.
- healthy you.
- all wishes that i wish for to come true.

Answer the following questions

The person who tagged you is?
yongzheng.

Your relationship with him?
Online buddy.

Your impression on him?
Super nice and gentleman-ly guy.

The most memorable thing he has done for you?
Cheer me up when i was super down? Uhmms,
help me download songs?

If he becomes your lover, you will...?
be super shocked cos i don't think i'll meet online
friends.besides i think he has someone in mind already.

If he becomes your lover, things she have to improve?
I don't know? it's not right to judge ): God says so.

If he becomes your enemy, you will...?
enemies just makes people sad. we should carry out some
world-peace campaigne.

If he becomes your enemy the reason is?
No reasons, we are online buddys. online quarrells don't last
long, because its easier typing sorry than saying sorry. Agreed?

Your overall impression of her?
A kind & smart guy.

How do you think people around you will think about?
i don't understand this question either.

The character you love yourself are?
erms, weird?

On the contrary, the character you hate yourself?
impatient.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
i m learning not to envy people.

For people who care & like you, say something to them?
thankyou ! please take care of yourself too.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to knw how they feel
1. Xiuyi
2. Huiyee
3. Weikwang
4. Genevieve
5. Syazwani
6. Dennis
7. Mingyi
8. Jasmine lin
9. Jasmine Yap
10. Solomon

Who is No. 6 having relationship with?
I don't know?

Is No. 9 a male or female?
Female.

If No. 7 & No.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
They'll be gay, is that good or bad?

What about No. 5 & No. 8?
Lesbians. Certainly weird.

What is No. 2 studying about?
Her online game, flyff?

When was the last time you chatted with No. 3 ?
Yesterday.

What kind of music does No. 8 likes?
I m not really sure.

Will you woo No. 3?
He already likes someone.

What about No. 7 ?
He loves his bands.

Is No. 4 single?
yeah!

What is the surname of No. 5 ?
Nur? Shes a malay, she doesn't have a surname.

What is the hobby of No. 4 ?
Watching anime? reading mangas?

Do No. 5 & No. 9 get along well?
Classmates, what do you think. They're not enemies.

Where is No. 2 studying at?
Deyi secondary school.

Talk something casually abt No. 1 ?
A super understanding and can-talk-to friend.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8 ?
i m not a lesbian and she already has a stead.

Where does No. 9 live at?
Bishan.

What colour does No. 4 like?
BLACK ! Gothic girl.

Are No. 5 & No. 1 best friends?
They are "husband and wife"

Does No. 6 like No. 2 ?
I don't think so? But it's hard to say. ahah.

How did you get to know No. 2?
we're classmates.

Does No.1 have any pets?
Certainly not.

Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?
ERRR! Guys are weird being called that.
But xiuyi claimed that hes the cutest guy in class.

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Saturday, December 08, 20079:39:00 PM

God is healing me.

I m smiling right now.

A smile, is a frown upside down.

Though i m feeling rather weak today,

i carried out my mommy's order, which is to visit

my grandmother, at her place.

Let's just say, that's a place i really dread to go

last time. No longer. I really enjoyed talking to her

today.

Then met darylene at macs, 2.30pm.

We were using that moviemaker creating

some videos. 2.30 to 5.23 , we sat there looking at

the laptop. And like we obviously got sick of looking

at it, so we went to popular to shop for some

attendance taking thingy. Had alot of fun. Laughing,

talking. It's good to have a friend around.

Cos when you're alone, you can't possibly laugh or

talk to yourself. People will just think that you're

insane or something. :]

It's rare that my mom actually sit beside, talk to me.

We webcam-ed with my primary 1 tutor.

7 years has past, just so quickly, she even have a baby now.

Time flies.

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Friday, December 07, 20075:55:00 PM

Wenzhen will follow god all the way, no matter where he will lead me to.
Just follow, follow, follow, follow, follow & follow.
You can't decide your destiny, you can't decide your fate.
But you can decide whether you want to follow or to go astray.
From now onwards, i'll really change..

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Thursday, December 06, 200710:17:00 PM

TAKE MY QUIZ & continue reading ;D

I m soo addicted to korean songs.
Especially Goong-S' OST.

Was supposed to meet yining today.
But felt super tired and dismayed by some matters
this morning so i sort of cancelled it. Much apologies.

I m seriously don't know what i should blog about
today. Got the frustrated-over-nothing feeling.

THE RANDOMS.

The moon. :/ The moon that i love.

Look at the new gameboy & the old one. Soo much difference.
But the new gameboy looks weird though. No offence.

Here's a sneak preview of my brother's back. X: Kidding.

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Wednesday, December 05, 20077:58:00 PM

From now onwards ;

Wenzhen will :

Learn not to complain so much
Learn not to blame people
Learn to treasure people
Learn to understand people
Learn not to take things for granted
Learn to be contented with what she has
Learn to be less sensitive
Learn how to be more respectful
Learn how to be a better person
Learn to put others before self
Learn to think for others
Learn not to be selfish

Something just happened just now and i clearly understand
that i m at fault. Will change for the better. Determined to.

I m sorry.

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3:28:00 PM

I really wish someone would understand me.

Sometimes, it's hard to pretend. Pretend like
you're super duper happy but yet you're not.

All you'd wish for was someone to understand,
but you can't express it out. Ain't that contradictory.

Perhaps, that's me. But still,

I wish i wish i really really wish.

I didn't see the moon today. Not even a twinkling star.

Sometimes, i really wish that life was just another a movie.
Then we could all be co-directors.

When something goes wrong, we just have to cut and 'NG' .
And retake. Could prevent commiting the same mistakes or errors.

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Monday, December 03, 20077:25:00 PM

I MISSED OUT THIS PICTURE ;D look at us with the minds shirt.

This world is evil .

The earth doesn't stop revolving when you're super

down. Time doesn't slow down during the happy times.

Time doesn't quicken during the sad & down-est times.

Time doesn't seem to help in any way.

But at least it heals away the sorrows and bad memories.

Before you know it. 10 seconds has past.

Had fun cycling and in-line-skating with this bunch

of people, from 208 and the odd brandon. Just kidding.

So weikwang invited all of us for gathering as most of

us were free today. Actually i m not sure who invited who

& who suggested for this gathering but ;D

A total of more than ten people came. ;D I shall list them !
Dennis, duankai, kwan wei, mingyi, solomon, sherlyn, weiun,

weikwang, genevieve, benjamin, brandon came. Like

quite successful la. You know, usually when some of us

organise a gathering, only one-third of the people

who were invited turn up? ;D SO TODAY WAS PRETTY

SUCCESSFUL. I think.

Anyway.

* wenzhen is getting tired and she just wana rest.

She hasn't been sleeping well thanks to those

mind-killing DREAMS.

My mind seriously needs a break. BADLY.

note to self - stop dreaming your life away. wake up!!

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Sunday, December 02, 20078:47:00 PM

TODAY IS WORLD AIDS DAY.

Okay, i was with mummy, walking at bugis street,
shopping, then this lady was standing pathetically
with a bunch of roses. Mommy saw the roses &
fell in love it . She soon realise that it was part of
the donation drive. So she sort of donated cos of
the rose. Not because she wanted to help.
At least this flagday lady know howda make people
donate :D .

Today's been boring. I've got a bunch of slides to
view & also edit, stuck home using the comp.

I've yet to game okay ! :D Feeling so obedient today.
Getting sick of them anyway. *sighs.

WORLD AIDS DAY. Wonder good or bad.

THE BOOTIFUL FOLDED ROSE :D

I m officially toilet queen, that's one thing the china-trip group agreed on.

I got so bored i took pictures of people.

This two people can't stop suanning/teasing me ):

I feel so bad, making people go back on a saturday. See people sulking. :/

YIKES*

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Saturday, December 01, 20076:35:00 PM

I M BACK.

From the camp and the china trip presentation meeting.
Tired, even after 8 hours of sleep.
Okay, as brandon didn't turn up for today's
meeting and i m unable to finish the whole
deyi-post. I practically went to school just to
see what the others did for the presentation.

& the camp?
Fun, enjoyable. Blogger and its problems.
Learnt alot. And enjoyed the amazing race.
Ran & ran & ran.
Camps are good for losing weight.
And now i m repeating this. I m so fortunate to be in
GROUP 4 :D With those fun & lame members.
Ahhas. I still don't get it. .___. how did my group
actually came in 3rd when we got 5th for the
amazing race & having only 2 markers at the end.
Least, we all had fun.

1 month of holiday over.
I m certainly missing school.

:D SLC ROCK, NOT STONE.

We ate dry maggie noodles :D & i m so not going to eat maggie mee for months.
maggie-phobia

wanni, the happy girl, the fastest sleep in bunk2 , always the first to sleep.
Bunk2 bunkers. We just can't sleep.
us playing the 'challenging' game. People turn their heads back at the right time.

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