feeling so deadly .

i don't feel like posting but. oh well .
i guess my SA1 won't be as good as i expected
it to be. i really really wanna score well.
but why ? WHY ? I COULDN'T?! MY SCIENCE , GEOG
MATHS , EVEN DNT . or is it because my targets are
seriously too hard to achieve. now i think i
can do better when i don't care about my studies.
yet when i give my best. i get no improvements.

why are you people so clever? or maybe i m not
as hardworking or brainy? all i want is just catch
up. my maths today , guarantee pull my overall
marks down. i m so sorry mummy , i guess i have
to let you down this time.

i always think that as long as i give my best.
results will come by , but i guess , it ain't
that easy. i m not hardworking. yes i admit. fine.
TOP 10 PO. GONE? =/ hais. perhaps teachers know
who to dote on and who to give praise to. " THOSE
BRAINY ONES " . i meant. yeahs. teachers only like
those who score well and despise those who don't
score. =/ well. i shall not care. byes.