words that kills me inside out.
no - a simple word that could simply be said
yet hurtful and rude at times.
contradictory - a word that shows how much
you object yet agree with something.

and for that. i m pissed. alright. i know it's wrong
but sometimes , i just can't stand you. one moment
you said yes and the other , no. And now , i think you
will probably expect me to apologise. i just don't
know how to bring myself to do so. ughhs.

Sometimes , i feel that you're really nice & everything
and you could be as rude & mean the next moment.
i mean , what is your problem? can you be consistent?
or is it because the things that i ask you are sometimes
agreeable and some disagreeable? i m not pampered.
when do i not agree with what you tell me to do? i tried
accommodating to you. Only for such cases like i
don't feel like going out and stuffs. you're just don't know
howda watch your limits. This is not a scolding session.
okays. whatever. i respect you for who you're. :/ finefine
fine. don't got. i lost that joyful mood all of a sudden.
after this phonecall.

today is friday the 13 . was supposed to be a very unlucky
day. but fortunately , nothing bad happened to me in school.
infact. school was fine. Art was fun , i mean , i rather paint
than to draw. and drama lesson is enjoyable too. we're
gonna rehearse outside school tomorrow. (: excited.

and we played captains' ball for guides today. fun ! (:

yeahs. thats' my FRIDAY THE 13th! (: cyas.