i finally went for caregroup today.

after so many months. :) i wanna balance
my studies and my life with god. but sometimes
its really hard.

so here's what happen on my way back after
it ended. i was caught in the rain , before that ,
keep seeing those flashlights from the lightning .
was really really scared. and no one was there for
me. only passerby starring at me as though as
i was a clown shouting. no one was there. i was
like wondering. lord , is that what i deserve for
attending care group? or was it a mere coincidence.?

then i ran and ran and ran. till the rain was
really heavy and i couldn't go further. just like a
lost kid on street. carrying her schoolbag and
her art drawings. lonely. then i remembered my
beloved buddy !! . called and asked her to bring
an umbrella for me. didn't call my maid , she would
probably go missing. she agreed to it. wahhs.
she really deserve a million thank you. otherwise
i would still be stuck in the rain.

so now after thinking for so long , i think god is trying
to tell me who are my real friends that would really
stand by me when i had no where to go. and rachel
mentioned something about friendship during
care group just now. maybe it is somehow linked?

and god did answered my prayers though . i wasn't
striked by the lightning and was saved ! :D

its just another blessing in disguised.

and all i have to say is. thankyou alicia.she ! :D
LOVELOVELOVElOVElOVELOVELOVE!
YOU LOADS & LOADS & LOADS & LOADS.