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Friday, December 01, 20067:28:00 PM

UGHH !!

-edited.. dun wana spoil any1's mood..
why do you have to keep on condemming people saying
that they're selfish if you yourself aint generous at all?
is it because when i don't want to help to pass message
or do anything.. you ran out of words to say thats' why
you say i m selfish? THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME!!!
i HAVE been controlling for quite awhile with you and
your selfish word already. i had enough ! STOP SAYING
i m selfish. WHEN YOU'RE SELFISH YOURSELF!! I
DIDN'T EVEN UTTER A SINGLE WORD.. please stop
thinking that you're so wei da or generous lahs. you're not
perfect.. no 1 is perfect.. no 1 has the right to say that you're
selfish / not selfish.. why must you onli condem pple when
they're bad .. do you know its hurts even with a few words
like. wenzhen you're selfish.. i was resting peacefully doing
nothing and not interupting anyone or anything lahs. i just
don't want to help you pass message cos if i pass wrongly.. i
get scolded.. UGHH ! all you care for is him lahhs. DO you
tell him? YOU'RE SELFISH WHEN ALL HE THOUGHT for
was himself? i know hes young lahs. budden you also no niida
everytime when he has problems at home when NOBODY was
there except the maid.. i helped lor. is that selfish? if i m really
selfish.. i can just don't bother bout him and ignore him de ok.
and if i m selfish.. i won't turn up at his grad's nite performance
and all his dunno what performance lahs. do you think other
sisters in the world are that caring? sad to say but no lahh ..
if i m really selfish.. i can just go home late and miss his grad
nite and all his wadeva performance. ALRIGHT. get this clear.
stop saying i m selfish.. LIKE as if you're not sometimes. i JUST
don't that word. ughh . can't you tell that i m really outta my ]
MOOD now? I BEARLY POST this sorta stuffs de lahhs. CRAP!
-.- just lost control again.. yadaa yadaa.. i m selfish lahs. i m not
a good sister.. i cant guide my brother.. i cant teach him .. i cant
spend good quality time with him.. I M JUST A FAILURE! alright..
just feel so sad and frustrated now.. i must calm down calm down!
please note.. i remember every single bad comment you say bout
me.. its doesn't go into one ear and out of another.. i know what you
mean .. I DETEST THAT WORD. WHATever.. i m wrong. i m sorry
you needn't bother bout this post.. really outta mood this few days.
sorry and yeaps. cya.

i need quality time for myself.. i don't wana be busy anymore..
please.. i really need a breakk..

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