YAYAYAYAYYAY!!


I M FREE!! for the time being..
:D FREE FROM EVERYTHING..
thanks god.. sometimes i really
wonder..

Everything that happened to me
happened for a reason didn't they?
well, so basically i know why i m
living on earth now =] but theres
still so many things that puzzle me
everyday .. things that happened..
but.. I NEVER FAIL TO GET AN
answer for that. [= so thats where
quiet time helps.. quiet time also
help me to relax alittle bahs. =/

hahas. but i m very happy today! as
its the last paper.. which is art.. and
one more week to the holidays. i don't
know whether i would be bored during
the holidays or whatever.. i just wana
enjoy my last few days in school before
the holidays start!.. i know i know.
holidays are times where we relac and
enjoy.. But sometime.. over-enjoy-ing
causes bored-ness.. sighs. i hope i
would be able to catch up with my
primary school friends during the
holidays and buck up on secondary1
foundation more.. i realise i have
been slacking more and more nowadays.

i don't know why. i couldn't concentrate
like how i used to last year. =/ i would be
able to sit at my study table for a full 3hrs..
without getting DISTRACTED! but this
year.. i have lost the skills of concentrating..
-WHYWHYWHY!! I WANA KNOW WHY!
i m so afraid that i would be retained in
sec1 =/ I DUN MIND JUST PASSING THIS
year and study during the holidays BUT
I DUN WANT TO RETAIN! =/ i don't
want that to happen to me.. everytime when
i think about this.. it makes me very sad lahs.
why can't i just do better.. why cant i concentrate..
WHY CANT I ABSORB MORE KNOWLEDGE
and pass well! WHYWHYWHYWHY!..

i don't know what to do anymore. don't want to
think about all this stuffs le. shall forget about
them and rest as much as possible. =/ if i pass
this year.. i would be streaming next year.
with such results of mine.. i would probably be
ended up in 3/5 or 3/6.. which i don't want..
so i will have to concentrate !! hopefully i would
be able to =/ .. THIS JUST CAN'T GO ON! all
of this have to come to a stop. STOP~!

HOW I WISH I COULD STOP THE TIME!
=/ and work miracles .. well. stop dreaming
lahhs wenzhen.. stop your lalaland or
nowhereland or etc! stop dreaming..suchs
thing doesn't exist on earth.. it only exist
in your dreamland.. a place where things
happen the way you want it..

Wake up for goodness sake.. stop dreaming
-and dreaming
-and dreaming
alrights lahhs. i m awake now! [= no more
dreamland or lalaland or nowhereland. i am
on earth.. the place i m supposed to be.. =/
came here for a reason and shall not live for
the sake of living [= we study to glorify god!
we lived for a reason! everything we do /
everything that happened, happened for a
reason.. From this post onwards.. i m
dreaming no more.. NO MORE. [= hehex.

ohkays. what a long and dreadful post. i didn't
mean to make anyone sad or anything yeahs.
so if it does affect you.. i m so sorry. but i don't
think so yeahs? [= anyway.. shall stop here..

cya`